Blush about another side of me.

I've found out about another side of me not long ago.

The side that i dont want to face or admit since it's totally against my job nature.

For this, i felt embrassed about myself.

I was struggling, try to find a way get rid of the side, still i'll have to disappoint myself. It very hard to get rid of FEAR.

Fear made me shrink , made me hide myself from everyone else. Who should i turn to?

I Guess I'll have to go for it on my own now.

Hope i can beat it soon~