Blush about another side of me.

I've found out about another side of me not long ago.

The side that i dont want to face or admit since it's totally against my job nature.

For this, i felt embrassed about myself.

I was struggling, try to find a way get rid of the side, still i'll have to disappoint myself. It very hard to get rid of FEAR.

Fear made me shrink , made me hide myself from everyone else. Who should i turn to?

I Guess I'll have to go for it on my own now.

Hope i can beat it soon~

Long Time no Post.

As i've started another new page of my life , i preferred to stay here for my news publication.

I've got someone with me who care about me all the time. so as the matter of fact i'm crazy about this man and perfectly "stick" or "stuck" with him.

At this point , i'll try to live as happy as i could be cus i dont want to waste any bits of these precious moments. I always scare to lose everything as it happened to be "too good" and try to believe this all can last.

Hope i'm right and dont have to shift this time~