4.7.08

MY FIRST FORCE O. DAY

昨天,是我7月7日前再接觸WCH的日子...
是我人生其中一個很重要的日子,O-DAY^^
一入去嗰時,已經好有壓迫感了.其中一隊0既呀 "DUM" 已在搵人開薺了=.=”
而 "SIT ATTENTION" 就係我地第一個要學的COMMAND 了!
我地30個同學仔整日都在超熱(重要著住老西)同亂的情況下過呢日...試3,UNIFORMS,BOOT,MARCHING SHOES,CAP,BELT...跟住衝去拎NOTES,食飯,聽最易令同學們釣魚的MPF(S)..超過原定1700走人0既PLAN,我地重要番COMMON RM CON'D 我地0既班會MEETING!到左1930先走得^^”
開始傾野嗰時,我地班都幾散,可能大家仲未習慣啦,仲要多點時間去適應,希望可以快啲團結,齊上齊落,一齊passing out啦!!!!

2.7.08

又愛又恨?!




幾個月之前, 我將開左幾年0既 blog shut down 左....


嗰陣時諗...個blog有太多唔開心0既回憶啦,shut down佢自己就唔洗"眼冤"了.


証明自己真係仲幼稚, 嗰啲發生左0既又點會可以咁個button就唔見左呢?!


回憶,已成過去,亦唔到你選擇佢0既存在與否. 有開心/唔開心 ; 有得意/失意 ___


現在發覺, 刪去唔開心0既回憶呢個做法絕對唔係最有效令自己活得更快樂的方法....


其實最值得高興的係,點樣從失意中在站起來,堅強咁面對同克服佢,反思自己,仲要告誡自己唔好再犯同一錯誤.


至於傷害過自己0既人會有咩下塲,仲會唔會"僧"佢,以經唔在重要啦, "僧"佢只會令自己更痛苦,放且對方又唔會感受到的,佢地一般都已經將自己的生死至諸道外了,何苦令自己辛苦呢.


所以,我更覺得要努力,珍惜現在!! 為理想同目標奮鬥!!!


人跌過就會大,我都會一樣!!!!! [ 整裝待發, 迎接新挑戰 ] fighting!


30.6.08

複.雜



愈近7號, 個心跳得愈勁 S=.=S


買野買到癲晒...將一個有半個人咁高0既紅白藍,只係裝滿一半,就已經拉唔"yuk"啦!!


仲要加埋個髮型同套"老西"...再拎住佢...簡直係絕配^^"


呢排成日落雨...唔知入camp之後會變非洲雞定變落湯雞??!....


啲時間眨下眼就過...仲未見得晒啲朋友仔呢...其實佢地都各有各忙,就到時間出來已經算好了,再見番佢地,雖然感覺唔同左但總好過無聯絡啦...哈哈"


...之後要適應同改變0既野會有好多,唔知我地呢斑人0既 gethering仲有幾次?


快要away屋企差不多7個月,以前日日都係番屋企就嫌悶,以家就黎無得日日番,唔知會有咩感覺呢??




28.6.08

about 喪買...

原來入去之前有咁多野要預備....要喪洗錢 =.="

就連見老朋友時,吃飯都有"肋住"0既感覺 X_X!

見佢地真係幾難...好不容易先約到, 仲比朋友仔講中..好似有咩"大劑野"0既前夕,要咁急見晒,哈哈~


其實要帶0既野唔算好多,但可以係過份瑣碎! 仲要整晒CHECK LISTS 都仲好似有野漏咁...

要一樣樣咁買,不知不覺用左都唔少$$的... 响入面仲要一直比'''''''''''''''''@.@

由細到大都無試過"FING"錢的....多數都係薺睇唔捨得買, 最"HO"都係買第一條LEVI'S 同比錢上COURSE咋...

26/6同WA-WA ATE DINNER....要幫佢PRAY,應該無大礙的。。。

今日,我的準同學仔sent左張"機部"的剪髮準則圖比我欣賞,真係超短,太男人啦V。V"

我要忍耐!!!要有成績就要付出,要加油呀!!! 我要 PASSING OUT!!! ^0^


26.6.08

With details this time :)

我已經好耐無好詳盡咁寫一次自己個blog啦....
係時侯做個似樣啲0既中國人,用0下中文啦.

一年前0既我同現在0既我真係唔同左好多. 由性格衝動,我行我素,到以為可以為左自己鍾意0既人無條件去改變自己....甚至為佢放棄自己的理想,懷疑自己0既人生就要跟住佢,比佢局限自己一世....
愈大愈發現成年人太會裝模作樣, 肯交心的也沒有幾個了. 那時候的我很傻呢~

經過左好多身邊0既人轉變, 自己都大個左,睇開左... 其實好多野唔係必然, 偏偏有好多人唔珍惜擁有0既, 又或者未知自己0既需要就是但咩都想要,太無謂了. 現在0既我已經搵到目標同方向了, 接下來要做0既係要好努力咁達到理想,無論幾困難都唔放棄!!! 我要身邊0既人都知道,我係一個有理想,會上進,堅強而唔怕辛苦,會靠自己造出成就的女孩~ 我要活得比從前好,要比從前快樂!!!

還是想分享一下人生重要一頁的過程呢....07年第一次考pf 失敗之後, 用左超過6個月0既時間再準備,每日都 "喪讀"時事同force 0既架構....做左喪女半年後再過5關6仗:
-28/3 聽講座 + 申請
-5/5第一次in
-15/5第二次in
-20/5 vet 1
-27/5 vet 2
-30/5 m.e
-11/6 乙肝 -ve
-18/6 通知簽約+講座
-25/6簽約+講座
-3/7 迎新日
-7/7 入伍
........................27星期, 畢業步操典禮 !!!

另外, 我要多啲進修...去多啲地方,見識多點!!!
希望以後有得用notebook,日日分享訓練生活點滴啦 ^^

22.6.08

New Blog. New Life!

I'm Back!!!!
with abit of achievement this time.
I've left this blog for quite a while and many had happened in between.
However, nothing really sounded "big-deal" to me but only one....my little "achievement".

I've done it!!! I've made it through in the force application and found what i wanted most in life at this very moment. From the moment I received the confirmation call from the force i felt like there is a big turning point in my life and would be different from that second onwards.
Really , i felt like i've finally did something so right that many around me would start clapping their hands for me and congratulate me . like some miracle-magic-rain have land on my body. I felt amazing and consider it as one of my little "achievement". but this is just the beginning. i'll try my very best to achieve more and proof that i can stand tall for my dreams and become a contributive person. i will not let go and give up. i will live a meaningful life!!!!

27.2.08

light-towers.


I have to say ... "I've left for too long ."


Many have happened lately. I called those - Storms; a.k.a- S1,S2,S3.......etc.

S1 : Frd issues, symtoms--> brainwaves struggles, bewildering,self awaring

cause of illness--> cannot compromise on certain issues, too subjective

cure--> relax and be sure what i wanted the most

S2 : plans

to sit for my second police application in late march or in apr.

only in gethering informations and organise them hv took days to finish. always feel insufficient.

S3: EQ

hv to train harder. stay calm.


not ready for blog typing today.....mind frozen. con'd update.....

6.2.08

Lately


I've skipped a few days to post another piece of my life here. I was planned to post one on my birthday but alot came to my mind and made me stop typing for a while.


I really have to thank my frds these days. I've met many of them in last year through facebook. those were my primary and secondary schoolmates. I've to show my gratitude and appreciation towards their memories ..... for remembering (still) my bday after we all havent spoken to each other for AGES. Still they remember as a frd.


Lately, i've got some frd issues. i was not gonna talk about griefs and sadness in this new year. So wut was the issue is not a matter now. I've got to cherish every chance when my frds return and i've to spare more time with them in gethering later on again.


I almost cried out since i was overwhelmed by those touchy msgs in my facebook. i was not forgotten by others....i should think brighter.


Hope i can go to my frds oversea and fulfil my new year resolutions in this moussy year.


i'm always happy in what i've owned now and hope for better in the future.


Happy CNY everyone~



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30.1.08

New DC manic



I've got my own Canon Powershot G9 yesterday!




At first I've got a Nikon in my Co. Annual Dinner lucky draw. Since I've anticipate to get a Canon for a v. long time...my superior have granted me a chance to change for a Canon yesterday...I almost jumped up in the store. (such an idiot) LOL




anyways, i'll start post up more in blog and facebk....jus to share my works to others. And it's rilly a push for me to develop my skills and interest towards photography. It's a very hard thing to do to become an expert. I'll hv to see what i can come up with now. Someday i might be able to DSLR. who knows?




Tomorrow should be my imp day(i'm getting older ><"). wish i can have a smoother year ahead of me..with luck as well..so i might perform with efforts and achieve want i really want with my life~


2008 Resolutions :> GOT TO FOCUS ! STICK TO PLANS! ARCHIEVE WANT I WANT! DECIPLINE MYSELF MORE! BE MORE TIDY!



25.1.08

Snac-nerve.

Just now i was having lunch. I saw a shop which sell japanese snacks.
I went in and spent $100+ for a big bag of snacks. I must have lost my mind.haha.
cus I am cutting out fatty food in my diet and i'm impulsively going against my diet rule, just this once,who cares?! LOL

Anyways, just look at the packaging style of jap snacks,it's kinda make me understand what make jap production industry suceesful for such a long time. Their packing styles are truly fine art to me. IF this computer in my office is not that "retarded" i could have post my rewards photos up of this snack hunt of mine today. (i'm sure i'll put 'em up tonight!)

I used to fed up with HK's magazines in the past. cus the covers are more like adult-materials to me . but now i've started to build up confidence in hk's travel magazines. I've bought one called : U magazine yesterday. By just spending $ 10 hkd, u can enjoy 3 booklets of non-adult-materials and most of all......without gossips.

The theme was "sakura appreciation in Japan"賞櫻祭. With details i'll be able to know the exact location of those events, time of when will be the blossums turn to flowers..etc.

Actually, there are lots of place that i'd love to travel. like the Great barrier Reef in Australia, Hokkaido and Kyushu in Japan, Petra in jordan, Red Sea (Aquaba diving centre),Dead Sea,Helungjiang in China..etc

Wish i have the chance to post up the photos of where i've actually visited.

coming up: the photos of jap snacks, magazine slides,my phuket trip photos (in 07' June)
this issue great magazine Web : http://www.umagazine.com.hk/
Enjoy~

24.1.08

happy new blog


Finally.....I have my courage back to open a new blog. i've shutted down an old one last month. Also, i've removed someone i my Facebook frd list. Because of this terrible memory i've been duckk'in for almost a year. I was placed in the deepest valley : (


Therefore, I've decided to start a new page and get the hell out of my rubbish-depression!

In the coming year, I'll try my best to fulfil my dreams and care for people around and myself more.


I will NOT repeat history anymore. That were way more than enough for me.


Anyways, I'll try my best to take care of this new blog of mine and stick to the theme of this page.

Explore more by learning how to cook, show more photos of my life, share my thoughts and hobbies, travel more places (as many as possible) LOL*


wish everyone are going to have a bright future, happy face, great vision, and most of all a kind heart.