once and again!

finally...

I'm back to this blog....the lastest issue was ages ago when i was still having my HKPFC o-day lu...

Now, i'm really a vivid one. If you as wht it's like to be me, i'll ans "twisting"*

y would i say sth like that? hmm, it's like i'm not saying it's a bad time now or anything but it seems can tell how exactly how i feel lately.

many things happened during these days...almost a year, i've grown up more than i can imagine and the more authorities i've gain and more resopsibilities and pressure came along with them. sometime it makes u suffocate, sometime it gives u thrills. I felt xtremely complicated ....mixed up....

though it's hard but the show must go on. thanks to those who taught me without expect things in return^^

thanks to those who came and support me during the most proud moments in life.

last but not least...I'm really happy for Ko-B..my lovely gpmate. wish her all the best in the future with her hubby and baby~ i'll always support you and give a helping hand whenever u need me la ;)

MY FIRST FORCE O. DAY

昨天，是我７月７日前再接觸ＷＣＨ的日子．．．
是我人生其中一個很重要的日子，Ｏ－ＤＡＹ＾＾
一入去嗰時，已經好有壓迫感了．其中一隊０既呀 "DUM" 已在搵人開薺了＝．＝”
而 "SIT ATTENTION" 就係我地第一個要學的COMMAND 了！
我地３０個同學仔整日都在超熱(重要著住老西)同亂的情況下過呢日．．．試３，UNIFORMS,BOOT,MARCHING SHOES,CAP,BELT...跟住衝去拎NOTES,食飯，聽最易令同學們釣魚的MPF(S)..超過原定１７００走人０既PLAN,我地重要番COMMON RM CON'D 我地０既班會MEETING！到左１９３０先走得＾＾”
開始傾野嗰時，我地班都幾散，可能大家仲未習慣啦，仲要多點時間去適應，希望可以快啲團結，齊上齊落，一齊passing out啦!!!!

又愛又恨?!

幾個月之前, 我將開左幾年0既 blog shut down 左....

嗰陣時諗...個blog有太多唔開心0既回憶啦,shut down佢自己就唔洗"眼冤"了.

証明自己真係仲幼稚, 嗰啲發生左0既又點會可以咁個button就唔見左呢?!

回憶,已成過去,亦唔到你選擇佢0既存在與否. 有開心/唔開心 ; 有得意/失意 ___

現在發覺, 刪去唔開心0既回憶呢個做法絕對唔係最有效令自己活得更快樂的方法....

其實最值得高興的係,點樣從失意中在站起來,堅強咁面對同克服佢,反思自己,仲要告誡自己唔好再犯同一錯誤.

至於傷害過自己0既人會有咩下塲,仲會唔會"僧"佢,以經唔在重要啦, "僧"佢只會令自己更痛苦,放且對方又唔會感受到的,佢地一般都已經將自己的生死至諸道外了,何苦令自己辛苦呢.

所以,我更覺得要努力,珍惜現在!! 為理想同目標奮鬥!!!

人跌過就會大,我都會一樣!!!!! [ 整裝待發, 迎接新挑戰 ] fighting!

複.雜

愈近7號, 個心跳得愈勁 S=.=S

買野買到癲晒...將一個有半個人咁高0既紅白藍,只係裝滿一半,就已經拉唔"yuk"啦!!

仲要加埋個髮型同套"老西"...再拎住佢...簡直係絕配^^"

呢排成日落雨...唔知入camp之後會變非洲雞定變落湯雞??!....

啲時間眨下眼就過...仲未見得晒啲朋友仔呢...其實佢地都各有各忙,就到時間出來已經算好了,再見番佢地,雖然感覺唔同左但總好過無聯絡啦...哈哈"

...之後要適應同改變0既野會有好多,唔知我地呢斑人0既 gethering仲有幾次?

快要away屋企差不多7個月,以前日日都係番屋企就嫌悶,以家就黎無得日日番,唔知會有咩感覺呢??

about 喪買...

原來入去之前有咁多野要預備....要喪洗錢 =.="

就連見老朋友時,吃飯都有"肋住"0既感覺 X_X!

見佢地真係幾難...好不容易先約到, 仲比朋友仔講中..好似有咩"大劑野"0既前夕,要咁急見晒,哈哈~

其實要帶0既野唔算好多,但可以係過份瑣碎! 仲要整晒CHECK LISTS 都仲好似有野漏咁...

要一樣樣咁買,不知不覺用左都唔少$$的... 响入面仲要一直比'''''''''''''''''@.@

由細到大都無試過"FING"錢的....多數都係薺睇唔捨得買, 最"HO"都係買第一條LEVI'S 同比錢上COURSE咋...

26/6同WA-WA ATE DINNER....要幫佢PRAY，應該無大礙的。。。

今日，我的準同學仔sent左張＂機部＂的剪髮準則圖比我欣賞，真係超短，太男人啦Ｖ。Ｖ＂

我要忍耐！！！要有成績就要付出，要加油呀！！！　我要 PASSING OUT!!! ^0^

With details this time :)

我已經好耐無好詳盡咁寫一次自己個blog啦....
係時侯做個似樣啲0既中國人,用0下中文啦.

一年前0既我同現在0既我真係唔同左好多. 由性格衝動,我行我素,到以為可以為左自己鍾意0既人無條件去改變自己....甚至為佢放棄自己的理想,懷疑自己0既人生就要跟住佢,比佢局限自己一世....
愈大愈發現成年人太會裝模作樣, 肯交心的也沒有幾個了. 那時候的我很傻呢~

經過左好多身邊0既人轉變, 自己都大個左,睇開左... 其實好多野唔係必然, 偏偏有好多人唔珍惜擁有0既, 又或者未知自己0既需要就是但咩都想要,太無謂了. 現在0既我已經搵到目標同方向了, 接下來要做0既係要好努力咁達到理想,無論幾困難都唔放棄!!! 我要身邊0既人都知道,我係一個有理想,會上進,堅強而唔怕辛苦,會靠自己造出成就的女孩~ 我要活得比從前好,要比從前快樂!!!

還是想分享一下人生重要一頁的過程呢....07年第一次考pf 失敗之後, 用左超過6個月0既時間再準備,每日都 "喪讀"時事同force 0既架構....做左喪女半年後再過5關6仗:
-28/3 聽講座 + 申請
-5/5第一次in
-15/5第二次in
-20/5 vet 1
-27/5 vet 2
-30/5 m.e
-11/6 乙肝 -ve
-18/6 通知簽約+講座
-25/6簽約+講座
-3/7 迎新日
-7/7 入伍
........................27星期, 畢業步操典禮 !!!

另外, 我要多啲進修...去多啲地方,見識多點!!!
希望以後有得用notebook,日日分享訓練生活點滴啦 ^^

New Blog. New Life!

I'm Back!!!!
with abit of achievement this time.
I've left this blog for quite a while and many had happened in between.
However, nothing really sounded "big-deal" to me but only one....my little "achievement".

I've done it!!! I've made it through in the force application and found what i wanted most in life at this very moment. From the moment I received the confirmation call from the force i felt like there is a big turning point in my life and would be different from that second onwards.
Really , i felt like i've finally did something so right that many around me would start clapping their hands for me and congratulate me . like some miracle-magic-rain have land on my body. I felt amazing and consider it as one of my little "achievement". but this is just the beginning. i'll try my very best to achieve more and proof that i can stand tall for my dreams and become a contributive person. i will not let go and give up. i will live a meaningful life!!!!