15.11.09

Blush about another side of me.


I've found out about another side of me not long ago.


The side that i dont want to face or admit since it's totally against my job nature.

For this, i felt embrassed about myself.


I was struggling, try to find a way get rid of the side, still i'll have to disappoint myself. It very hard to get rid of FEAR.


Fear made me shrink , made me hide myself from everyone else. Who should i turn to?


I Guess I'll have to go for it on my own now.


Hope i can beat it soon~


13.11.09

Long Time no Post.


As i've started another new page of my life , i preferred to stay here for my news publication.


I've got someone with me who care about me all the time. so as the matter of fact i'm crazy about this man and perfectly "stick" or "stuck" with him.


At this point , i'll try to live as happy as i could be cus i dont want to waste any bits of these precious moments. I always scare to lose everything as it happened to be "too good" and try to believe this all can last.


Hope i'm right and dont have to shift this time~


20.2.09

once and again!

finally...

I'm back to this blog....the lastest issue was ages ago when i was still having my HKPFC o-day lu...


Now, i'm really a vivid one. If you as wht it's like to be me, i'll ans "twisting"*

y would i say sth like that? hmm, it's like i'm not saying it's a bad time now or anything but it seems can tell how exactly how i feel lately.


many things happened during these days...almost a year, i've grown up more than i can imagine and the more authorities i've gain and more resopsibilities and pressure came along with them. sometime it makes u suffocate, sometime it gives u thrills. I felt xtremely complicated ....mixed up....


though it's hard but the show must go on. thanks to those who taught me without expect things in return^^


thanks to those who came and support me during the most proud moments in life.


last but not least...I'm really happy for Ko-B..my lovely gpmate. wish her all the best in the future with her hubby and baby~ i'll always support you and give a helping hand whenever u need me la ;)